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There’s something inside me fighting to get out
And it's causing so much pain,
Squeezing, clawing, fighting hard,
And it’s driving me insane.
I think I know just what it is
And it’s my fault why it’s there,
It’s my fault why it can’t get out
And it’s filling me up with fear.
Fear of madness, fear of death,
Fear of the unknown,
Fear of what I might have done,
Fear of the seeds I’ve sown.
So many things I worry about,
Is it a must that I do?
Or is there some way to get around
My feeling down and blue?
Am I pushing myself towards
The thing that I fear so much,
Have I veered away from reality,
Am I now out of touch?
I need to read and write some more
Or try to get out and play,
Stop worrying about things I can’t control
And just live my life each day.
Because if I don’t the things I fear,
The very beast that I dread,
Might someday finally catch up to me,
And I just might end up dead!
There’s something deep inside of me,
I hope it will go away,
But if it doesn’t, I hope to God
I’ll live for another day.
And it's causing so much pain,
Squeezing, clawing, fighting hard,
And it’s driving me insane.
I think I know just what it is
And it’s my fault why it’s there,
It’s my fault why it can’t get out
And it’s filling me up with fear.
Fear of madness, fear of death,
Fear of the unknown,
Fear of what I might have done,
Fear of the seeds I’ve sown.
So many things I worry about,
Is it a must that I do?
Or is there some way to get around
My feeling down and blue?
Am I pushing myself towards
The thing that I fear so much,
Have I veered away from reality,
Am I now out of touch?
I need to read and write some more
Or try to get out and play,
Stop worrying about things I can’t control
And just live my life each day.
Because if I don’t the things I fear,
The very beast that I dread,
Might someday finally catch up to me,
And I just might end up dead!
There’s something deep inside of me,
I hope it will go away,
But if it doesn’t, I hope to God
I’ll live for another day.