She'd been late for work today. And as usual, she'd not heard the end of it. God, the way they carried on about it, you'd have thought she was an integral part of CSIS and her 5 minutes tardiness had put the country's security at risk. You would have thought.
She'd been scrubbing pots all day. Or so it seemed. It's as though they deliberately burnt everything just to [censored] her off. But they were too transparent. And she knew never to let them see her bleed. So she'd borne it all in silence. Stared back at them stolidly as they'd yelled at her to hurry up, they needed plates: salad plates, dinner plates, soup bowls; they needed the pots: saucepans, stock-pots, fryers; they scornfully expounded the urgency for her to go and unplug the toilets in the women's washroom. They scolded her for not emptying the trash before it got close to over flowing.
All this she took in stride. She said nothing, she worked hard. The harder they pushed, the harder she worked. They thought she was 'slow', 'retarded'. An idiot.
She'd heard them laughing at her on their smoke breaks: the very breaks they'd never invited her on. She'd heard their sly digs into her intelligence. She'd heard them expounding on the deficit of her race as manifested through her.
She'd heard it all and said nothing. It was a job. A means to an end. And she would not be sidetracked. No matter how hard they tried.
But it was the end of another day. She'd gotten her pay-cheque and she folded it neatly and put it in the tiny pocket below the belt of her jeans. That was her 'safe' pocket. Nothing ever got lost from that pocket.
She'd muttered her 'goodbyes' and left, not acknowledging by word or gesture those who ignored her or those who bade her false farewells.
She'd been scrubbing pots all day. Or so it seemed. It's as though they deliberately burnt everything just to [censored] her off. But they were too transparent. And she knew never to let them see her bleed. So she'd borne it all in silence. Stared back at them stolidly as they'd yelled at her to hurry up, they needed plates: salad plates, dinner plates, soup bowls; they needed the pots: saucepans, stock-pots, fryers; they scornfully expounded the urgency for her to go and unplug the toilets in the women's washroom. They scolded her for not emptying the trash before it got close to over flowing.
All this she took in stride. She said nothing, she worked hard. The harder they pushed, the harder she worked. They thought she was 'slow', 'retarded'. An idiot.
She'd heard them laughing at her on their smoke breaks: the very breaks they'd never invited her on. She'd heard their sly digs into her intelligence. She'd heard them expounding on the deficit of her race as manifested through her.
She'd heard it all and said nothing. It was a job. A means to an end. And she would not be sidetracked. No matter how hard they tried.
But it was the end of another day. She'd gotten her pay-cheque and she folded it neatly and put it in the tiny pocket below the belt of her jeans. That was her 'safe' pocket. Nothing ever got lost from that pocket.
She'd muttered her 'goodbyes' and left, not acknowledging by word or gesture those who ignored her or those who bade her false farewells.
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