Re: something I discovered about myself recently.
<div class="ubbcode-block"><div class="ubbcode-header">Originally Posted By: Mrs_Ahmidis</div><div class="ubbcode-body"><div class="ubbcode-block"><div class="ubbcode-header">Originally Posted By: Dr.Dudd</div><div class="ubbcode-body">When I was a child and all through high school,college etc,I realized that few of my peers was able to think as fast as i could.
....and now I've been working with what is supposed to be the brightest, 1/2 my age and it still hold fast.
I find that most people have a tendency to be afraid to think.
They rend to avoid it as much as possible.
What I would like to find out is.
If most people do not enjoy thinking??
I enjoy it as much s I do food.
yes...really. there nothing as enjoyable as to take on are all challenge,that moist people find,so overwhelming.
That is why i love being a physician. I develop cures,and it is the most satisfying activity I've ever been involved in. Oh i love it when everybody are so sure that i will fail.
just because no one has ever done it before.
i just love watch their expression on their faces and their whole mannerism.
And I am discrete too.
They don't know how much I enjoy watching the poorly disguised expression of dis-belief followed by what i believe to disgust.
<span style="font-size: 14pt"> OK I have fully vented,and it is quite a relief.</span> .
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It's not easy...especially when so many want you to stay in the crowded zone at the bottom...with them...
</div></div> when I was younger and was new to it,my mom use to tell me that I better get use to it. the first time I complained about it. she said " welcome to the club,and "misery loves company"
. Her little ditties assists me in coping got the most part, but sometimes the people that does it are those you would believe should be above that.
And i become more disappointed with myself, that my judgment has been so poor,in expecting better from those persons, than if it was from whom who i expected it.
only later when i remember how lucky I am that they resented that I work so well at serving others.
Then I feel satisfied. .....
.....for the time being. after all life is not a dream.
and even some dreams are not even fun.
<div class="ubbcode-block"><div class="ubbcode-header">Originally Posted By: Mrs_Ahmidis</div><div class="ubbcode-body"><div class="ubbcode-block"><div class="ubbcode-header">Originally Posted By: Dr.Dudd</div><div class="ubbcode-body">When I was a child and all through high school,college etc,I realized that few of my peers was able to think as fast as i could.
....and now I've been working with what is supposed to be the brightest, 1/2 my age and it still hold fast.
I find that most people have a tendency to be afraid to think.
They rend to avoid it as much as possible.
What I would like to find out is.
If most people do not enjoy thinking??
I enjoy it as much s I do food.
yes...really. there nothing as enjoyable as to take on are all challenge,that moist people find,so overwhelming.
That is why i love being a physician. I develop cures,and it is the most satisfying activity I've ever been involved in. Oh i love it when everybody are so sure that i will fail.
just because no one has ever done it before.
i just love watch their expression on their faces and their whole mannerism.
And I am discrete too.
They don't know how much I enjoy watching the poorly disguised expression of dis-belief followed by what i believe to disgust.
<span style="font-size: 14pt"> OK I have fully vented,and it is quite a relief.</span> .
</div></div>
It's not easy...especially when so many want you to stay in the crowded zone at the bottom...with them...
</div></div> when I was younger and was new to it,my mom use to tell me that I better get use to it. the first time I complained about it. she said " welcome to the club,and "misery loves company". Her little ditties assists me in coping got the most part, but sometimes the people that does it are those you would believe should be above that.
And i become more disappointed with myself, that my judgment has been so poor,in expecting better from those persons, than if it was from whom who i expected it.
only later when i remember how lucky I am that they resented that I work so well at serving others.
Then I feel satisfied. .....
.....for the time being. after all life is not a dream.
and even some dreams are not even fun.

<span style="font-weight: bold"><span style="font-family: 'Arial Black'"><span style="font-size: 20pt">SELF</span> </span></span> </div></div>and I always thought you were Jewish </div></div>
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