I will kill

[ILP]

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<div class="ubbcode-block"><div class="ubbcode-header">Originally Posted By: Gen</div><div class="ubbcode-body">ILP ..babygirl A was a minor so the saga had to continue, but graduation is here and what that mean ??

the saga soon done

<span style="font-style: italic">do nuh badda lick dung the madda before den cause she might guh tek it out pan babygirl A </span>


Please encourage babygirl A to apply to schools far and wide (way out of state the better), a good school with a beautiful sprawling campus (where she can live in the dorms) where she can relax, unwind and enjoy what is left of her teen years into adulthood.


(((babygirlA))) </div></div>

encourage fi wah Gen...is SUNY Stony Brook babygirl A going in di fall.
she apply fah (<span style="font-weight: bold">AND GET</span> scholarship fi pay all di tuition, room and board fi all but $2500 per semester).

ahn daht done already...she gwine go...mi see to daht already.

ETA: one ting mi will say bout di batalax weh bring har in dis worl...
is college mi meet har. she was on a music scholarship.
di ole hag coulda be anyting, how she smart ahn could sing.
but she dash it weh...she wasnt interested inna wah education could get you inna life.
Babygirl A smart ahn always was, she is a living testimony to wah hard work can get you.

[twiney]

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Babygirl A ILP

[Stormmey]

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ILP what I appreciate about Babygirl A she is a testimony that you can rise above your background. In her case wutless Mumma

Lawd ILP me rate yu big time, you been there for Babygirl A for an eternity

[ILP]

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<div class="ubbcode-block"><div class="ubbcode-header">Originally Posted By: Kia</div><div class="ubbcode-body">oh my.. what u seh to ar afta dat</div></div>

Kia....fi real mi so shock! When mi seh mi was shock, mi shock fi real!

So mi seh to har, “Excuse. One minute madame.” Mi had was fi look good pon har and steady myself cah mi stawt shake again. Den mi continue, “when have I <span style="text-decoration: underline">ever</span> given any indication that I think babygirlA is my daughter?” she try fi cut in ahn mi stop har right deh, “I am very aware that you are her mother and furthermore I have never hidden my feelings to you about what kind of mother I think you are, but I have <span style="text-decoration: underline">always</span> given you the space and respect to be her mother.” She try to interrupt again, but mi put up my hand ahn stop har again, “I make no apologies to you or anyone else about my feelings for babygirl A, when I made my promise to treat her like my own when she was born and baptized…I meant it.”

Then she seh, “well you have used your being her “godmother” (&lt;--she mek sure she emphasize daht) to put me down and to put in her head that you are better than me and I am tired of it.” Mi had was fi look pon har again like she continue, I am doing the best I can and I am doing what I think is right. You have always made it clear how you feel about how I do things in my life and I don’t care what you think anymore. I just want you to leave me and my kids alone. Stay away. Mind yours.”

So when it look like she was done, mi tell har daht she was ahn always has been a wutlass, dutty, wrech weh neva shoulda been allowed to breed. Ahn is cah mi finally get the guts to tell har off (going on 2 years now) ahn mi nu deal wid har daht she ah come wid har idiacy. mi nuh even memba what else mi seh...mi was so dyamed mad, essie?

Mi neva even notice that babygirlA neva reach inside di house. she was standing on di side walk listening

[Bandana]

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Lawd


((((BabyGirlA))))



ILP

[Stormmey]

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<div class="ubbcode-block"><div class="ubbcode-header">Quote:</div><div class="ubbcode-body">mi tell har daht she was ahn always has been a wutlass, dutty, wrech weh neva shoulda been allowed to breed </div></div>

me glad she get the above shove in har craw iiesi....smaddy need to sterilize her.

[ILP]

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mi shame cyan done when mi look ahn see babygirl A standing there mi coulda jump inna one hole if di grung di open up how mi shame man aye sah. in all di years (17 to be exact) mi neva evah let babygirl A hear when mi ahn har muddah a cuss each oddah..

babygirl A juss stawt bawl again... aye sah.

har muddah yell ahn tell har fi go inside, but babygirl A neva move. so har muddah yell again fi har to go inside. babygirl stand up same place ahn juss a bawl...

[Nylah]

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<div class="ubbcode-block"><div class="ubbcode-header">Originally Posted By: Gone_Clear_ILP</div><div class="ubbcode-body">mi shame cyan done when mi look ahn see babygirl A standing there mi coulda jump inna one hole if di grung di open up how mi shame man aye sah. in all di years (17 to be exact) mi neva evah let babygirl A hear when mi ahn har muddah a cuss each oddah..

babygirl A juss stawt bawl again... aye sah.

har muddah yell ahn tell har fi go inside, but babygirl A neva move. so har muddah yell again fi har to go inside. babygirl stand up same place ahn juss a bawl... </div></div>


oh man, this part make me sad for real Poor thing feels torn




but somehow I think it may have been something Babygirl needed to eventually hear......

[julie*mango]

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poor ting...

[Nanook]

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ILP &amp; babygirlA

wutluss mutha

[mountaingal]

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ilpy - unfortunately, the mother knows ur weak spot, and went right for it.

[Suesumba]

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<span style="font-style: italic">puts on cynical cap</span>
how do you know you're not being played by the two of them?

[ILP]

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mi started was fi walk ova weh babygirl A was standing, but mi ketch miself. but wah mi fine piculiar is dat har muddah neva move neidah after a few seconds (which felt more like an eternity) di ole baggage yell again, &quot;Stop crying babygirl A and go inside, will you?&quot;

Babygirl A respond dis time, &quot;I am not going anywhere, you all need to stop the yelling. Just stop it.&quot;

Well mi feel like one idiat now fi real...so mi seh to babygirl A (in kinna raised voice), &quot;Is alright, I'm leaving. Just remember to call me when you find out about the prom, OK?&quot; Mi turn around fi open mi car door when mi hear babygirl A yell, &quot;Aunt ILP, can I come with you?&quot; Mi look pon babygirl A like mi sarry but mi hand start shake again how mi shock fi real. So mi seh, &quot;Huh?&quot; and babygirl A repeat, &quot;Can I come with you? I'm not staying here.&quot;

<span style="font-style: italic">have mercy....</span>

mi begin to respond like mi always have when babygirl A ask mi fi tings. Mi start fi tell har fi ask har muddah ahn mek sure is alright, but mi neva get chance. mi hear har muddah seh, &quot;What? Hell No! You're not going anywhere. You are staying right here.&quot; Then di two ah dem stawt argue.

<span style="font-style: italic">mi neva, when mi seh eva...</span>

mi paralyze watching di two ah dem in front of dem place. mi haffi a look fi mek sure is really babygirl A mi ah look pon fi real. mi couldan believe it. den mi see har muddah storm ova in babygirl A direction, mi nuh know fi do wah. but di next ting mi see di two ah dem ah cuss off dem one annedah real good, right there on di front steps ah dem place. peer fyah ahn brimstone ah get call dung. babygirl A not backing dung (she was holding har own) and neidah was har muddah.

mi juss a stand there

dem neva pause di tracing until one smaddy pull up next to weh mi park (look like is one neighbor). di man get out fi im vehicle seh im howdy do ahn walk go inna im place. den mi hear babygirl A ask mi again, &quot;Aunt ILP can I come?&quot; but she ah look dead inna har muddah yeye dem.

[Nylah]

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yes, Babygirl needed to hear your words with her mother.......it gave her strength she needed.

[ILP]

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<div class="ubbcode-block"><div class="ubbcode-header">Originally Posted By: MGee</div><div class="ubbcode-body"> ilpy - unfortunately, <span style="font-weight: bold">the mother knows ur weak spot</span>, and went right for it. </div></div>

if di weak spot is babygirl A den mi guess you right MG, but mi guess fi har weak spot fi har owna daughter nu exist?